Чтобы жить и быть счастливым, нужно всего две вещи. Во первых - жить, а во вторых - быть счастливым.
He's not a man to trust and rely on. You can't count on him when you're planning your day. Can't give him a job and be sure that he will do it.
In the end, you have to do it all by yourself. And nobody can see it. Everyone expects from you an unconditional respect and obedience, but it's imposible while he is around.

And this vicious circle will end only when you turn 18 and flaw away...